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Together ForeverAll of the pain you've been through
All of the fights we've experienced
My love for you still remains true
Although we've been distanced
I said I love you and you love me
I can't stand to lose you again.
That's why your soul will be above me
You'll finally be out of your pain then
I will end your pain for you. Permanently
No more worrying. No more crying.
It'll be just you, me and an eternity
I won't have to worry about you lying
Oh, but you'll be lying with me, not to me
Spending all the time in the world with me
Just you and me. Together forever.
You said you love me. Was what you said true?
Would you give your life to me?
I guess you don't have a choice now do you
Unheard painNo matter what, I've always felt empty
Almost Like I had no purpose or substance
I just want to be happy already
Everyone else has it in abundance
I go through a useless copy-paste routine
I have many problems and emotions unseen
But does anyone care nor do they understand?
Everyone I know and their claims are bland
They don't know me or what I've been through
I smile to hide the negativity my pain brings me
It's the way I've been raised It's all I can do
I'm took weak and I don't want anyone to see
My life is like a road. No ups or downs. Just pavement
All my friends have everything that my life doesn't.
Women, money, happiness, you name it they got it
And I'm just here, sitting in the dark typing to myself
I'm tearing up just thinking about what I want to admit
That's why people don't hear me say it. I keep it inside.
Like a demon looming over it's victim I'm silent about my troubles
The world wouldn't care anyway. I'm just a drop of water in the sea of life.
Who would care to
Gifted:Chapter 4 Oh great. So he was going to go ahead and panic? What was it that was forcing the stone composure of Lecs to shatter? Well, only one way to find out. Dante turned his head, and then his entire body so that he could behold the sight of the flames together in the grass. Wait,how was the grass not-- never mind. He wasn't gonna question nature anymore. Being able to lift stuff with his mind didn't really leave him much room to question physics anymore. Plus all that was going on didn't really scream normal so he shouldn't even be surprised by this.The contained flames started in the grass and as expected formed a pair feet with sandals, moving on up to form the slender,feminine legs of this female covered by her jeans. Her arms, torso, and eventually her head were all formed. She had on a white shirt with a few rips and the tail was halfway burned. The light complexion of this female almost shined in the sunlight as her red hair and matching red eyes glared intently at Dante.
Gifted:Chapter 3Looks like his life took a turn for the weird when he left home a few months ago. Survival wasn't that hard but now he had to realize all those situations his powers would've came in handy for when he was back at home. Like getting the remote when he was feeling really lazy. Fending off attacks from his mom. Choking people like some sort of ninja from across the room with just a pinch of your fingers. Magic tricks, ruling the world, so on and so forth. He could sit here all day and come up with different ways to utilize his powers for the sake of laziness and self gain but apparently Lecs here expected him to be all responsible and hone his powers so that he could help him or something. After killing that eyeless hound thing he felt maybe he could use his powers for something other then making himself look cool and powerful. Defending himself was one. But, what he wanted to know was what the Monachus, monks, old people or whatever he was supposed to call t
Gifted:Chapter 2A few hours had passed since the explosion. And unfortunately for everyone inside the building at the time, it was nothing but a pile of rubble. Dante, with the willpower of a blood thirsty shark, slowly began to rise out of the rubble, lifting large pieces of debris so that he could stand. As he made his way out he could only think about where he went wrong:taunting that lion or following Lecs into this deranged town.He finally was able to stand tall. His brown eyes scanned the area and unfortunately there weren't as many people around as before. He didn't completely wreck the town but it wasn't anything that these people couldn't bounce back from.....right? Well, it was there fault for expecting him to know what to do so suddenly in the first place! Speaking which, what were they Talking about when they brought up " The Gift" he had? If they really did unlock the "Gift" inside of him then maybe he should be able to use it. Lecs was talking about that it
Gifted:Chapter 1Have you ever felt like you were living for a purpose you haven't found yet? A larger cause that you weren't aware of? Dante felt that way. He felt like that all the time. Seventeen and out of the house was a lot and it changed a guy. He had to become more athletic to survive. Smarter to get around. But, sometimes it just wasn't enough. Losing your mother and now the world was his. When he lost his mom he saw it as a chance to leave his local city and set out. He didn't know where he was going, he just knew he wasn't going to stay home and mope. He had nothing but the clothes on his back and what little knowledge of nature he had.
Dante was a tall boy. About 5'11, he had dark complexion, brown eyes, and a nice head of black hair that hung just below his ears. It's been about three weeks since he's left home so his build has went from slender to slightly muscular. Nothing too impressive. Yet. Currently, he had on a pair of jeans, some low grade sneakers, an
Why I Always take a JacketWhen I was younger my mom always said to me:
"Take a jacket when you leave the house.
You never know when it's going to be cold."
I listened to her request and took a jacket
Because I wanted to be warm at nighttime.
When a few years passed I realized something;
Sometimes a couple would walk past me
But it was obvious that one person wore a jacket
That belonged to the other person.
I thought it was weird but shrugged it off moments later.
During my adolescent years I got a little jealous.
I found out that giving a person a jacket meant something.
It meant that you cared for said person
And you wanted them to be warm.
This got me wondering: Did other people care for me?
Questions like that made me evaluate myself.
My mom bought me the jackets I wear so that I stay warm,
So that meant she loves me.
After calming myself with this fact,
I snuggle into my own jacket and carry on with my life.
It's cold. Shivers run through me repeatedly.
I forgot my jacket.
Everyone else is laughing and havi
Too LateEarlier, I had a vision
Of my father calling me
After years of not speaking
I was surprised as could be
“Hey,” he greeted softly
“I know it’s been a while
“I have something to tell you.”
I just sat there, without a smile
“You’re twenty-one years old
“And I know I’ve missed a lot
“But listen closely, now
“You’re the only daughter that I’ve got.”
“I’ve appreciated you from the beginning
“I’m sorry I didn’t show it much
“My selfishness blinded me
“It’s definitely my worst crutch.”
“I want you to know you’re beautiful
“I never told you that once
“I regret it now and forever
“Man, I’m such a dunce!”
“And I wouldn’t forget to mention
“How intelligent that you are
“You’re IQ is higher than mine!
“I know that you’ll go far.”
“You have so much potential
I hear it all
What you screech
Every line repeats
Until I fall in my defeat
Can I ever stop
The barrage of words
That crumples me down
Onto the floor?
What gives you the right
To drag my face through dirt?
Why, oh why do I listen to you,
Who brings so much hurt?
Your words bring tears,
Heat rising to my face.
I run out in humiliation,
Sobs coming as I race.
My heart is bleeding
My ears are ringing
My chest is pounding
My sorrow astounding
I can't take it
Enough is enough
The smile is cracked
The mask now gone
I'm finally beaten
Is that what you want?
I'm just a human
I'll never live up
Never reach what yo
Are running out
Like the future
That my heart
My black eyes
Her gorgeous march.
Breaking my hopes
Was our last
She ran away
My life turned grey
Living a plastic life
It’s easy to watch
An entire society
Like bricks in a wall.
Let me stay
Here with you.
I don’t belong
There to them
It was a mistake
Believe that I
My tears spillMy missing you,
my wanting you,
my needing you still,
my tears spill.
it´s all been said before,
you´d just walk in the door.
My love for you,
my dreams of you
oh if it could only be,
then I´d turn back the hands of time
and you´d still be here with me.
By Suzanne Karbach 19th July 2014
Wedding VowToday, my love, I lay my hand in thine
And vow to spend forever at thy side
The path that lies ahead of thee now mine
My strength to bear thy cares and match thy stride
Today, my love, I wear thy wedding ring
I pledge devotion, heart and soul, to thee
I share what joys and sorrows time will bring
And cherish thee for all eternity
Today, my love, I pledge myself thy wife
And take thee as the husband of my heart
I gift thee all the moments of my life
That nothing in this world tear us apart
Not a gameAround they swirl through the air
Laughing loudly as they mock
And jeering at the small young girl
Who's tears run as she sobs
A prisoner of her own sadness
All alone, lost in her despair
She no longer sees the daylight
For no longer does she care
They tear and rip and pull
But she won't do a thing
The fight is won, she is done
She's fallen from the ring
The sun still shines bright outside
But her world's a dull colorless gray
Her heart is stopping, beating slow
She dies the month of May
The ones who once abused her
Showed up with their fake tears
Some had a bit of real regret
But most had only fear
They kept it their small secret
No one else could ever know
Because they had led a girl to die
Left her all alone
It wasn't their fault, they reasoned
Keep your head up.The weight of the world is sitting on your shoulders,
crushing you down,
and making you smaller.
The more you struggle,
the heavier it gets.
My advice is:
Keep your head up.
When it pushes,
And when the world gets the message,
you will fly.
And when you fly,
you will finally understand what it means to be alive.
And that is,
to keep your head up,
and look at the challenge without flinching,
and once you rein dominance,
you hand it over to another that is giving up.
No one deserves what you previously felt.
Secrets and PromisesI am here because of the past,
Because of a promise that is endeavored to be kept.
I can only hope that this dread won't last.
Since the past is also what's killing me the most.
But no one knows,
What goes on in my head.
The painful woes,
That have not yet gone away.
Secrets that can not be shared,
Buried deep, and very far.
Only if anyone cared,
But God knows no one ever will.
Hiding the truth may never feel right,
But I am only doing it for the best.
I am not going to win this fight,
For what is left of me, I'm broken.
FreedomThose days when you don't know what to do
You're sitting there wondering if anyone cares
You start to feel like all those bad things are true
Nothing is getting easier in your daily affairs
Your emotions begin to overwhelm you
The smallest things spark the anger inside
Not to mention your composure falls through
You realize the darkness you live alongside
My emotions eat me alive like a raging beast
I can't keep up this false facade much longer
The evil in me is having a delicious feast
I can't see the light or myself getting stronger
I want to simply die and be done with it
I know no one will think about or miss me
Society is the only place I'll never fit
I just wish that everyone I know could see
That I don't ask for much. Just some loyalty
Now I'm asking for a way out. Knife or gun
At least in my last moments I'll have some fun
Good bye society and all the anxiety you caused me
Good bye world and all the misfortune you brought me
Good bye you fake friends and the tears you tore from
[transmissions of a dead girl]i am the
moon: i am
the silver pill
to weigh down
into leaden eyes--
i am the
of the dark.
the stars are
all dead in their
you'll be safe, dear,
as i am the moon,
with all of your
(i am good bye and yet,
you think only of romantic
i am the moon.
i am the crescent
and dead altogether,
i still die.
All Here For A ReasonI turned onto a shady, well-manicured driveway that, for all intents and purposes, looked harmless enough. Maple trees lined both sides of the street, and a parade of Canadian geese marched across the road to a wide duck pond with a flamboyant fountain. There were blooming crepe myrtles and rose-of-sharons, and as I grew closer to my destination, neatly trimmed gardens with neatly trimmed bushes.
I stopped to let the geese pass. They looked at me; one hissed. I honked my horn and moved around them.
At the end of the road sat a collection of grayish buildings and a number of signs directing me to the appropriate parking lot. "Welcome to Ten Creeks Hospital," said one of them. "Please enjoy your stay." I parked in the visitor's lot. Surely I wouldn't be staying.
I was shaking when I got out of my car. I had spent the morning getting high. One foot in front of the other, flip-flop noises, hot sidewalk. Mulberry and magnolia trees, freshly shaved grass. A bench and pan for smokers. A set o
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